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| 4/13/06 |
| 04.13.06 (4:34 pm) [edit] |
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Alright, it's been a couple months...and I'm once again sitting in my apartment (it's only thursday this time though...) and drinking a bottle of wine and listening to Opie & Anthony on XM radio.
So, right around the time I moved down to Eatontown (almost 6 months) I met this girl and we became friends. That's it, just friends. And over the next few months we would talk every now and then and it was cool. Then about a month and a half ago we really started talking a lot and became much better friends. Then all of a sudden about 2 weeks ago, she ends up kissing me. We went out on a couple dates, spent tons of time together and just had a blast over all.
Then last night she calls me after work (mind you she had just spent the night at my place the night before, aka-woke up at my place that morning) and tells me she's going out to dinner with Mark (the guy she was kinda seeing before me). But she says she's going to tell him about me, because he apparently still has it in his head that they were "dating" even though she didn't feel that way at all. So she's says she'll call me after dinner, and I say fine. She calls me around 10 and goes "whoops. i meant to call sarah" I was like "oh, ok. are you alright?" cause she sounded sad. she of course goes "no. I have to call sarah. i'll call you after." I say alright and haven't heard from her since. I know, jumping the gun alittle bit, but for the past 2 weeks we have been talking everyday, multiple times a day. She'd call me or text me on her way to work, call me at lunch, and call me on her way home. Now I haven't heard from her at all.
Maybe she just needs to figure stuff out. But i don't know. i'm upset, cause even if nothing came of us like a boyfriend girlfriend situation, she still was such a cool girl and we had such a good time as friends. it just stinks.
why do i always get sucked into girls that are either taken or just getting out of a relationship???
what ever, i'm like fucking dennis rodman, I'll dive over the scorers table for those rebounds.....
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| 12/9/05 |
| 12.09.05 (6:05 pm) [edit] |
Well, it hasn't been a couple months...so I guess that's a plus, huh? It's friday night, i'm sitting at home, drinking a bottle o' wine and the knicks are about to start playing the suns. Life couldn't be better, right? ....ugh...i'm going through my mp3 files trying to find something good to play. I just listened to The 4 seasons do oh what a night, GNR paradise city, RJD2 here's what's left, Eminem nail in the coffin, and now it's conershop brim full of asha....quite the variety.
well, courtney and nick were supposed to come out tonight and i was finally going to hit up red bank and see what it's like. but court got sick yesterday, and i actually started coming down with something on wednesday night, so it's probably better that they didn't come. cause if i went out tonight i'd really feel like death tomorrow night. and tomorrow i think i'm finally going to have kristen come out for a visit. (editor's note- craig david 7 days just started). kristen....yea...i find this girl to be incredibly hot. absolutely incredible body, cute face. but she's just blah. nothing great about her personality, actually, i think she kinda stinks, personalily wise. but she will have sex any time i want, so you can't really argue with that, right? i've been banging her on and off for about a year and a half now. all i have to do is make some vailed promise about how i'd take her out sometime and she'll come over. i think that's why i really don't like her, she's just too easy. but she's not a ho, cause she hasn't had sex with that many people, 7 i think. she just has a real low selfesteem i think. so i guess i'm the jerk for taking advantage, but whatever, i like banging her, even though she's awful in bed. not like melissa (the ex-lesbo), she is an animal in bed. i miss banging her, that was a good 3 months or so. (the dead- touch of grey). (7-6 phoenix).
work is ok. i still have tons to learn, but i'm trying to do what i can. people are nice. but there are no chicks there. which stinks. but whatever.
there is the hottest girl who works as the hostess at basil t's (a restaurant in red bank). i need to go there and ask her out. if she says no, so what. i just really need to man up and do it. the worst that can happen, i walk out of there with my tail between my legs, the best that can happen, we go out, and i bang her. which might count as the hottest girl yet that i've banged.
out of the 14 or 15 (i really feel like it's 15, but when i try to make a list i can only come up with 14), for a while i thought jenn was the hottest, but she ain't. without a doubt amy is the hottest, sharon is the ugliest (even though she might have had the best body...), but for the most part i haven't banged a nasty chick (i almost banged a fatty in LBI at cantono's house in the beginning of the summer. instead i just choked her with my wang...GTGT). yea...i'm a classy guy. but jen #3 had a great body, better than jenn, christine had great tits, tory had even better tits, and a great body, kristen, as stated great body, cute face. melissa, great body, nice face, great fuck. jeanine, eh...pretty girl, awful tits. aimee, another great fuck, nice body.
i just told jamie that all i want her to get me for xmas is a date with her cousin lindsey, who is absolutely gorgeous. totally a girl that i would have said was outta my league a few years ago, but now i know no one is. you can get anyone, you just have to try. examples- amy & AJ (although i didn't bang AJ, just hooked up, although that was when she was dating her current bf, and probably future husband). (janis joplin- take another little piece of my heart) also, i finished the bottle (said in my bro's voice- bot-el) and i'm on to magic hat Jinx, a seasonal brew. 15-13 phoenix. STARBURY!!! for 2, 15-15.
also, been going through a realization that my friends stink (asia- heat of the moment). olsen is soooooooooooo friggin' whipped. and for cin!?!?!? she sucks. talk about a walking buzz kill. she acts like she's a cool girl and nothing bothers her and she's everyones friend. but she is so kaniving [how the fuck do you spell that?????] perfect example, 3 weeks ago, we go to bob's house, playing beer pong. we're going to go out afterwards, she's "all about it". mind you, for the past half hour she keeps quietly asking olsen if "we're leaving soon". when i call her out on it, she's like "no, i was just wondering if we were going to the bar or going home". whatever twat. so then it's time to go, and her and bob come up to my car, bob says he's going to stay home, which doesn't surprise me, and cin is like "ryt, i just wanted you to know it's not me. i wanted to go out, but bob doesn't want to". i just left. really really pissed off. a couple days later bob tells me that she asked him to take the blame for not going out, just so she could look innnocent, he didn't care cause he wasn't going out anyway. stupid friggin' twat!!!!
another example. over the summer i hook up with a super hot chick, katie, and we were going ot meet out in hoboken. but cin and olsen call and say they're not going out, cause it's RAINING!! cin then tries to tell me that i don't know what it's like in hoboken, she lives there, i don't, so i don't know that people don't go out when it rains. mind you, i was out in philly the night before, it was pouring, and the bars were packed. apparently people in NJ don't go out when it rains. but what do i know, i only lived in NJ for 25 fucking years.
(jamiroquai- virtual insanity). (medeski, martin, & wood- anonymous skulls)
next on the playlist: david bowie- young american, O.A.R.- hey girl, Sufjan Stevens- Illinois (entire album). can i just tell you how good sufjan is? amazing shit. i highly recommend him. Illinois is awesome-o 3000, and Seven Swans is the shiznit shiznittle bam snip snap sally.
29-24 New York Knickerbockers.
honestly, i'm having a good time tonight. the only thing that could make this better is if there was some girl here to f- me. man i could go for some pu-hah...
wow, i can't believe i was just actually entertaining the idea of calling kristen and trying to get her to come out now....ugh, that would be a mistake. just gotta wait until tomorrow night, it's all good. that's what taylor rain is for, right???
by the by, i'm really pissed that penny hardaway is getting playing time, especially cause they cut matt barnes....
just did the math...6 brunettes, 7 blondes, and 1 either red head or blonde...not sure.
go figure 44-41 knicks, mind you they were up by 8 i think...ugh, stupid eddy curry with the offensive foul. total flop, but still annoying.
44-43. another offensive...this one on steph...ugh, 3 by nash... 46-44 phoenix.
still on illinois. and i'm done typing.
seeeeeeeeeeee ya! (done in ron & fez voice).
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| 11/28/05 |
| 11.28.05 (4:11 pm) [edit] |
I always seem to take a couple months between posts...oh well. I started a new job a couple weeks back, Nov. 7th to be exact. I moved to Eatontown, NJ, which is about 5 miles south of Red Bank, which is where I'm working. I'm an Implementation Analyst for the ERP system for K Hovnanian homebuilders. So far....it's ok. Seem to be nice people, although once again I'm not with anyone my age. And there doesn't seem to be too many people my age in my building. We're supposed to be moving to our new corporate office in February or March, but that seems to be more of a running joke amongst the employees. Tomorrow we're moving my group to an area even more isolated...so that should be great. Right now I'm pretty overwhelmed and feel like I don't know anything for this job. I really have to start doing some studying and what not at home, but christ...I never studied for 20 years of schooling, what makes me think I'm going to start now??? We'll see...we'll see. My apartment is nice, but Eatontown is kinda in the middle of nowhere, and I haven't had a chance to go out around here and meet anyone really. I'm hoping to do so this weekend, Bry is coming up from DC and olsen might come down...but I doubt that will happen.
I'm not really sure if I've made a mistake taking this job or not. I think it could be a good opportunity, I have a lot to learn, and it will be beneficial I'm sure, but it's all accounting....and I friggin' hate accounting.
I got a call today from Conde Nast's HR department, they want to set up an interview. But I don't really think I can do that right now. Although I was thinking about it today. At least I could get back to NYC....
Hmmm...this could be the most depressing post ever, but it's really not that bad. I'm just bummed about not being able to do much at work and feeling confused and overwhelmed. I know it will get better, but I still don't even feel settled in my new place. I haven't spent a weekend here yet, I was down in Atlanta for training last week, and then at my parents for most of the weekend. I really just haven't had a chance to relax it feels like.
Well, I guess that's pretty much it for now.
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| 8/4/05 |
| 08.04.05 (11:03 am) [edit] |
hmmmm....1 month left in the summer, what have i done....I haven't been to the shore, I haven't gotten a job, I haven't picked anyone up lately, I haven't moved outta NJ yet...hmmmmm...I've done quite a lot i see.
well, this certainly isn't how i imagined finishing grad school, but whatever, i'll get a job soon enough. and hopefully i'll be able to move back to philly and start having some fun again. it's nice being back in jersey and all, but not making money and really going out that often is kinda dull.
the one good thing is i've had a lot of time to read and reflect and what not. Books: the sun also rises, layer cake, great gatsby, ghost rider: travels on the healing road by neil peart, if chins could kill: confessions of a b movie actor by bruce campbell. i'm working on rich dad, poor dad, which is certainly seeming like a very very good read, as far as learning something worthwhile.
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| 04/05/05 |
| 04.05.05 (7:22 am) [edit] |
Well, it's been an awful long time since my last entry. About a year I guess. I'm graduating from my MBA program in about a month and a half, so right now I'm back in the job hunt...not so much fun.
but i've had alot of stuff go on this past year. i guess the best part was the week i spent in hawaii for my friends wedding. me and 2 of my buddies from college went out there, and i met a great girl. the bride's roommate from college, who i had met once before like 2 years ago, but she had a boyfriend at the time. she was with this boy for like 3 or 4 years, lived with him in DC and just ended the relationship before christmas (the wedding was the end of january). we hit it off the first night i was in hawaii, and then had a really great time after the wedding. it was the perfect thing to happen in paradise. anyway, i dated her for about a month when we got back from hawaii. it was a great month, she was absolutely beautiful, smart, funny, and so caring. i thought i had hit the jackpot, but i think when we started getting closer she just got freaked out. it was just too close to her previous relationship. really stinks, timing is everything i guess. but i was pretty bummed about the whole thing for a week or so, and it still bothers me a little. i actually called her last night to try and catch up, since we haven't spoken since i was up there (she lives in NYC now) about a month ago. but i got voicemail, and i really don't expect a call back, but i figured it was worth a try.
however, this past weekend i met a pretty cool girl. she's a friend of a friend, and we just really hit it off. she's a tall, skinny, blonde, and has a great personality. i'm going to be calling her today to see if she wants to go out this week sometime. hopefully i'll post to this blog again soon sometime to update the situation.
i'm also supposed to try and meet up with the girl i met at the erin express sometime soon. our schedules just never meshed right to meet up, but she called me friday and said we should try to get together soon, so we'll see.
maybe i should put the energy i put into trying to get girls, into trying to get a job...maybe i'd have one then...
hmmm...i think girls are more fun though...
also, this is a horrible plug, but i think everyone should get XM radio and listen to Opie & Anthony. it's a great show and it's totally worth it, especially cause commercial radio stinks these days...
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| 5-3-04 |
| 05.03.04 (4:53 pm) [edit] |
wow, what a weekend. thursday night, fran came in from pittsburgh. me, him, and tom played beerpong all night. me and fran blacked out, i puked. good night...
friday chris, jimmy, and wrench got into town. we all went to plough & the stars in philly. some girl just walked up to me, said i looked bored, and we started talking. ended up going to another bar with her and went home with her. did some wild stuff for the first time meeting someone...it was a good night.
saturday was our party. WOW. started off slow, ended with a bang. we had jungle juice (with Grain alcohol), jello shots (also with grain) and 2 kegs. all of which was gone by the end of the night. also, our dining room chairs and the glass on the doors to the cabinet are gone, but that is due to the tornado that apparently tore through the house around 2:00 am. cops showed up shortly there after, said there was a noise complaint and gave us a warning. it was just a really fun night, i'm pretty sure everyone had a blast...and even if they didn't, the important people did. got the number of a really cute girl who's a friend of a friend. i'll have to give her a call tomorrow...
now i have 2 days left to get my finance final done...hopefully i'll get it finished tomorrow...we'll see...
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| 4-27-04 |
| 04.27.04 (2:13 pm) [edit] |
hmmm...another day goes by and another day i've accomplished nothing. i'm beginning to wonder if i'll ever learn to not procrastinate. probably not, that's what will kill me in the end i'm sure. oh well.
i got an ipod last week. pretty sweet, listening to it right now, not helping on the procrastination front....
have to give a presentation in class tonight. 5-10 minutes with my group, of which i'll probably talk to 10 seconds. just stating the conclusions. i hope we get out early, i just want to go home and watch 24.
been thinking about "the girl" alot lately. it's really annoying. my mom asked if i was still dating the new girl on sunday, i said no. then she asked if i ever talk to "the girl". i said no and she was like "i still think something is going to happen there", i denied it and told my mom i haven't seen her in a year and a half almost and haven't talked to her in almost a year. then my mom was like "i thought she was going to be my daughter in law". I said i did too. now i've been thinking about her and it's so annoying.
i guess the hardest part is just knowing that someone who meant so much to you doesn't care about you anymore. i mean we knew everything about each other, and you knew that person would always be there for you and vise versa. and now that i don't have that person it's weird. i know it's been awhile, and i'm pretty much fine with it. my life is normal now without someone in it. it just took a long time to get it to be "normal" again. and every now and then you think about that person, and wonder what they are doing, and you remember all the good things and it hurts. but i guess that's life. you can't go through life unhurt. i had almost 25 years of being unhurt, that's pretty good i think. 1 time in 26 years is my track record now, and i'm pretty happy with it.
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| 4-26-04 |
| 04.26.04 (11:37 am) [edit] |
well i should be working on my applied corporate finance final right now, but i figured a little procrastination never hurt anyone, right? ugh...all i do is procrastinate.
anyway, this weekend was ok, nothing too crazy. friday night we played beerpong at our house and then went to mcgillans in philly. our buddies girl was bartending so we drank for basically nothing. met this great girl too, real cute, nice, and the weird thing was she was into underground hip-hop?? i joked with my buddy wrench saying i didn't think girls liked that music, when i mentioned Rush and she liked them too i swear i almost passed out. if anyone has ever been to a rush concert, you know THERE ARE NO CUTE GIRLS WHO LIKE RUSH! so that was pretty funny. but i started to name drop a few of the underground MC's i like, RJD2, Aesop Rock, MF Doom...yea that's pretty much all i got. but she knew them and liked them which i thought was amazing at the time. unfortunately i screwed up and didn't get her number, but i did give her mine. doubt i'll hear anything though. oh well.
then we hit up pat's and i had a late night booty call with a girl i was doing last summer. so that was a nice end to the night.
saturday i just hung around all day and watched basketball, then went to brittenhams where my buddy bartends. hung out there for a while then hit up the mansion house (a lovely townie bar at the end of my street). i proceeded to spill an entire pitcher on my lap at the mansion house and had to leave soon there after due to the huge embarrassment...
sunday i again watched basketball all day. stupid knicks lost...got swept actually by the nets. oh well, hopefully next season will be better. at least the giants got eli manning, so we got that going for us, which is nice...
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| first one. 4-21-04 |
| 04.21.04 (2:29 pm) [edit] |
my name is Andrew. I'm just finishing up the 3rd semester of my MBA program at Villanova University. Only 3 more to go and i'm back in the real world. kinda depressing, but i need to start my career at some point, right?
why am i here at Nova? well, i came here undergrad, liked the school, knew i could get in (i guess that's the big key), and ultimately i guess i thought that moving back down here would help me "get the girl." well, after 12 months of living here, i definitely haven't gotten "the girl", but it's certainly been fun.
who's "the girl"? well, when i was here at nova undergrad i met a girl on spring break of my junior year, in jamaica. we started dating as soon as we got back to school, and had a great time. it lasted almost 4 years. i guess it got hard once i graduated, and then got really hard a year later when she graduated. when we were both out of school we were about 3 hours apart, not the end of the world, but when i'm working full time in NYC and she's working fulltime in philly, it's hard to see each other. anyway, we had a little falling out fourth of july weekend 2002. she found out i had lied to her about going to a strip club. after that things were never the same. i guess she just felt she couldn't trust me anymore. fair enough i guess, i shouldn't have lied. fast forward 3 months, it's october, things are shaky. she starts telling me not to come down on the weekends, and that she needs some time to herself. we see each other two or 3 times from end of sept. to end of oct. early nov. she dumps me. saying she just needs time apart. we don't talk for a week, then we start talking again, just like we always did. multiple times a day, and for at least an hour at night before bed. this goes on until early feb. when she starts acting distant. all this time we have had numerous conversations about whether either one of us is seeing anyone else, or hooked up with anyone else...always the same answer, no.
well, as it turns out, i come to find out on feb 17 (the day after my birthday mind you), that she has been dating someone for a couple months now, and apparently is "in love" with him. i confront her about it, and she denies it, and says she still has feelings for me...yada yada yada. well, she continues this crap for another month and a half, we talk less and less throughout feb., and then only like twice in march. she calls me at the end of march to say hello. i tell her i went out on A DATE with someone. she starts to cry and say she can't believe i moved on so quickly. i say "well how do you think i felt when i found out about you?" she said she didn't know what i was talking about, so i dropped said dudes name. she denies knowing him, then says he's a friend of a friend. then says she hooked up with him once or twice at a bar. i tell her i know everything and to stop lying. she asks how i know, but still denies everything. so i tell her....i hacked into her email account. oh well, i'm crazy, whatever, but believe me, you would have done the same if you were in my shoes at the time. well, she continues to deny everything and just says that she "knew i was checking her email and she made all that stuff up." RIIIIIIIGHT!! well, during the madness that was feb through march, i had decided to go back to school, quit my job, and move to philly. hoping i guess that my presense in philly would help mend my broken relationship.
once i moved down here, we spoke 2 or 3 times. the last time we spoke, early june, we were supposed to meet that week to talk about things. well, she never called me back to set up the meeting, and i haven't heard from her since. again, oh well.
i've grown up alot over the past year and a half. tried to become a better person. and i've had alot of fun. i've had more luck with women than i ever thought possible, and i've made some good friends.
so that's a quick story of why i'm back here in philly, i'm from north jersey by the way...
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